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Nešto malo o meni... Zovem se Helena i imam 17 godina. Živim u 
selu zvanom Markuševec. Slušam sve osim cajka, koje ne podnosim... ali najviše metal, punk i rock xD!! Slušam MUSE, In Flames, Disturbed, Gunse, Queen, Sonatu Arcticu, Judas Priest, Murderdollse, Toy Dollse, COB, COF, Panteru, Iced Earth i jos puno puno toga!!
Sviram gitaru, bass i obožavam nogomet! Naj klub mi je Barca iako volim i Arsenal i Liverpool, a naj nogometaši Messi i Torres! Naj frendica mi je Valerija koja ima cudan utjecaj na mene
! Cure koje su mi još jako drage (naravno samo kao frendice) su moje seke Doris i Leda, moje sestrične Iva, Ina i Žana, cure iz mog razreda Ines i Ivana i neponovljive Fika i Dunja! Sto se tice muskog dijela populacije, tu su Groo, Vlado, Markec br. 1, Markec br. 2 i Lovro! Imam i dečka! Dean <3 Inače sam dosta lijena i znam biti jako tvrdoglava, ali sam zato uvijek spremna pomoći. Obožavam Malinsku (otok Krk) jer je to najčarobnije mjesto na svijetu!! Velika želja mi je jednog dana posjetiti Barcelonu 
i nadam se da će mi se ta želja ispuniti!
moj msn:helenaaa-19-@hotmail.com
evo za mene najljepši auto na svijetu 
(hihi): MAZDA
jedva cekam!!! MUSE!
: 
i knjiga Praskozorje aaw
DoraLINKOVI:
Me and Jeanette
Ivich
Ivica i Inica
Valika
Valeee
Anamarija
Doraaa
Valika i Doris
Vedo i Dora
The Unseen
False Hope
You're expecting one well here it comes
It's all been said it's all been done
This world will never change
So i hope it burns down
You're expecting one well here it comes
It's all been said it's all been done
Well fuck the government, fuck the world
I hope they all burn down
I despise the government
And nothing's getting solved
You think you're so fucking right
Well think once for yourself
( chorus )
Try all you want
Nothing's getting solved
False hope
I have not changed my views
Butevery band reports the same news
So let them tell you punks not dead
Maybe they can get ahead
Is that the subject you wanna hear
Nothing's changed but the years
Don't wanna repeat someone else's lines
That's such a waste of time
( chorus )
You can try all you want to
But nothing's getting solved
(repeat 3x)
You can try all you want to
You can try all you want!!!!!!!!!!
( chorus )
The Unseen
Scream out
1...2...3...Go!
Well all my life this music saved me
I can't afford no therapy
My Frustration it needs release, so cut me open and hear me bleed
Playing Punk It Keeps Me Sane
Don't need drugs to numb the pain
It keeps me alive, I hope it helps you
I won't let your worthless America Ruin Me
NO WAY!
I'm screaming out, somebody listen,
It feels so good
This Therapy
I'm screaming out, somebody listen,
It feels so good
This Therapy
I lost control and hurt myself
I knew deep down that I needed some help
That self-abuse it would not stop,
No matter how hard I tried
So I Lied And I tried to pull my life together
Am I Going Insane?
Think Again
I just Got So Fed Up With Being Unstable
NO MORE
I'm screaming out,
Somebody Listen,
It Feels So Good,
This Therapy! [x8]
I'm screaming out!
I'm screaming out!
I'm screaming out!
I'm screaming out!
I'm screaming out!
I'm screaming out!
I'm screaming out!
Get Me Some Help!
The Unseen
Break Away
(Break Away) IT consumes your life
Everything you do revolves around it
Is this a privilege or a disaster?
(Break Away)
What once was true
Now seems that it’s fucking foul
Are we closing in on the final hour?
A once red hot flame
Seems to smolder away
So do we carry on
Or watch it slip away
So Break Away- Or see it through
Snap the chains
Is this what we should do
So break away 0 or see it through
Snap the chains
Don’t know what’s wrong
Or what’s right
Day in day out
The sacrifice is immeasurable
The lengths to which
You’ve gone to make this work
Will never be understood
It’s so funny how you can feel on top
Of the world one minute
And want this dead and gone the next
Now let fate take it’s course
You would give your life just to have it all
Can you see
The writing on the wall
Is this what you deserve
For all you have given
Is the end near
Or has paranoia set in
So break away – or see it through
Snap the chains
Is what you should do
So break away – or see it through
Snap the chains
Don’t know what’s wrong
Or what’s right
My vision is so hazy tonight
My minds been diluted with hate
Help me escape
Hey hey
Do you think that this is the end
It seems like that this is the end
So break away – or see it through
Snap the chains
Is that what we should do
So break away – or see it through
Snap the chains
Don’t know what’s wrong
Or what’s right
My minds been diluted with hate
Please someone help me escape
Avantasia
Twisted Mind
One of a kind they say
They've never seen before
Investigate the aberration
Disorder in the core
I never tried to hide away
Or tried to keep your pace
You walked me to the slaughter
With a smile upon your face
From the cradle to the madhouse
A twisted mind
There's no way out of this hell
For twisted mind
There's no way out
There's no way out
You come to see the healer
So don't you be afraid
They call me tranqualizer
I'm here to isolate
We paint in black and white and you're
The dirty in between
Monstosity of nature
A virulent disease
From the cradle to the madhouse
A twisted mind
There's no way out of this hell
For twisted mind
There's no way out
There's no way out
Can't you see - can't you see
That you are not like anyone
You never see
Find More lyrics at www.sweetslyrics.com
Through anyone else's eyes
Who am I to certify
The sanity of twisted mind
The victim of perception
A twisted mind
Misprizing - Chastising
Subhuman fragmentizing
Sensation - Aberration
Repulsive - Tantalizing
Misprizing - Chastising
Subhuman fragmentizing
Sensation - Aberration
Repulsive - Tantalizing
From the cradle to the madhouse
A twisted mind
There's no way out of this hell
For twisted mind
From the cradle to the madhouse
A twisted mind
There's no way out of this hell
For twisted mind
There's no way out
There's no way out
There's no way out
There's no way out
There's no way out
There's no way out
There's no way out
There's no way out
Three Days Grace
I hate everything about you
Every time we lie awake
After every hit we take
Every feeling that I get
But I haven’t missed you yet
Every roommate kept awake
By every sigh and scream we make
All the feelings that I get
But I still don’t miss you yet
Only when I stop to think about it
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
Every time we lie awake
After every hit we take
Every feeling that I get
But I haven’t missed you yet
Only when I stop to think about it
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
Only when I stop to think
About you, I know
Only when you stop to think
About me, do you know
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
You hate everything about me
Why do you love me
I hate
You hate
I hate
You love me
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
Muse- Time is Running Out
I think I'm drowning
asphyxiated
I wanna break this spell
that you've created
you're something beautiful
a contradiction
I wanna play the game
I want the friction
you will be the death of me
you will be the death of me
bury it
I won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it
our time is running out
our time is running out
you can't push it underground
you can't stop it screaming out
I wanted freedom
bound and restricted
I tried to give you up
but I'm addicted
now that you know I'm trapped sense of elation
you'd never dream of
breaking this fixation
you will squeeze the life out of me
bury it
I won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it
our time is running out
our time is running out
you can't push it underground
you can't stop it screaming out
how did it come to this?
ooooohh
you will suck the life out of me
bury it
I won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it
our time is running out
our time is running out
you can't push it underground
you can't stop it screaming out
How did it come to this?
ooooohh
Metallica -
Whisky in the Jar
As i was going over
The Kork and Kerry mountains
I saw Captain Farrell
And his money he was counting
I first produced my pistol
And then produced my rapier
I said "Stand and deliver
Or the devil he may take you"
I took all of his money
And it was a pretty penny
I took all of his money and
I brought it home to Molly
She swore that she'd love me
No Never would she leave me
But the devil take that woman
For you know she treat me easy
Chorus:
Mush a ring dum a doo dum a da
Whack for my daddy'o
Whack for my daddy'o, there's
Whisky in the jar, o
Being drunk and weary
I went to Molly's chamber
Taking my Molly with me
And i never knew the danger
For about six or maybe seven
In walked Captain Farrell
I jumped up, fired off my pistols
And i shot him with both barrels
Chorus
Now some men like the fishing
And some men like fowling
And some men like to hear
The cannonballs are roaring
Me - I like sleeping
Specially in my Molly's chamber
But here i am in prison,
Here i am with a ball and chain, yeah
Chorus
Guns n' Roses
November Rain
When I look into your eyes
I can see a love restrained
But darlin' when I hold you
Don't you know I feel the same
'Cause nothin' lasts forever
And we both know hearts can change
And it's hard to hold a candle
In the cold November rain
We've been through this such a long long time
Just tryin' to kill the pain
But lovers always come and lovers always go
An no one's really sure who's lettin' go today
Walking away
If we could take the time to lay it on the line
I could rest my head
Just knowin' that you were mine
All mine
So if you want to love me
then darlin' don't refrain
Or I'll just end up walkin'
In the cold November rain
Do you need some time...on your own
Do you need some time...all alone
Everybody needs some time...on their own
Don't you know you need some time...all alone
I know it's hard to keep an open heart
When even friends seem out to harm you
But if you could heal a broken heart
Wouldn't time be out to charm you
Sometimes I need some time...on my
own Sometimes I need some time...all alone
Everybody needs some time...on their own
Don't you know you need some time...all alone
And when your fears subside
And shadows still remain, ohhh yeahhh
I know that you can love me
When there's no one left to blame
So never mind the darkness
We still can find a way
'Cause nothin' lasts forever
Even cold November rain
Don't ya think that you need somebody
Don't ya think that you need someone
Everybody needs somebody
You're not the only one
You're not the only one
Disturbed - Prayer
Another dream that will never come true
Just to compliment your sorrow
Another life that I've taken from you
A gift to add on to your pain and suffering
Another truth you can never believe
Has crippled you completely
All the cries you're beginning to hear
Trapped in your mind, and the sound is deafening
Let me enlighten you
This is the way I pray
[Chorus]
Livin just isn't hard enough
Burn me alive, inside
Livin my life's not hard enough
Take everything away
Another nightmare about to come true
Will manifest tomorrow
Another love that I've taken from you
Lost in time, on the edge of suffering
Another taste of the evil I breed
Will level you completely
Bring to life everything that you fear
Live in the dark, and the world is threatening
Let me enlighten you
This is the way i pray
[chorus]
Return to me
Leave me no one
Turn to me
Return to me
Cast aside
You make me turn away
[chorus]
Disturbed - Stricken
You walk on like a woman in suffering
Won't even bother now to tell me why
You come alone, letting all of us savor the moment
Leaving me broken another time
You come on like a bloodstained hurricane
Leave me alone, let me be this time
You carry on like a holy man pushing redemption
I don't want to mention, the reason I know
That I am stricken and can't let you go
When the heart is cold, there's no hope, and we know
That I am crippled by all that you've done
Into the abyss will I run
You don't know what your power has done to me
I want to know if I'll heal inside
I can't go on with a holocaust about to happen
Seeing you laughing another time
You'll never know how your face has haunted me
My very soul has to bleed this time
Another hole in the wall of my inner defenses
Leaving me breathless, the reason I know
That I am stricken and can't let you go
When the heart is cold, there's no hope, and we know
That I am crippled by all that you've done
Into the abyss will I run
Into the abyss will I run
You walk on like a woman in suffering
Won't even bother now to tell me why
You come alone, letting all of us savor the moment
Leaving me broken another time
You come on like a bloodstained hurricane
Leave me alone, let me be this time
You carry on like a holy man pushing redemption
I don't want to mention, the reason I know
That I am stricken and can't let you go
When the heart is cold, there's no hope, and we know
That I am crippled by all that you've done
Into the abyss will I run
Into the abyss will I run
I can't let you go
Yes I am stricken and can't let you go
Sonata Arctica- Replica
I'm home again, I won the war, and now I am behind
your door. I tried so hard to obey the law, see the
meaning of it all. Remember me? Before the war.
I'm the man who lived next door. Long ago...
As you can see, when you look at me, I'm pieces of
what I used to be. It's easier if you don't see me
standing on my own two feet. I'm taller when I sit
here still, you ask are all my dreams fulfilled.
They made me a heart of steal, the kind them bullets
cannot see
[Chorus:]
Nothing's what it seems to be,
I'm a replica, I'm a replica
Empty shell inside of me
I'm not myself, I'm a replica of me...
[Keyboard and guitar solo]
The light is green, my slate is clean, new life to fill
the hole in me. I had no name, last December, Christmas
Eve I can't remember. I was in a constant pain, I saw
your shadow in a rain. I painted all your pigeons red,
I wish I had stayed home instead.
[Chorus]
Are you gonna leave me now, when it is all over
Are you gonna leave me, is my world now over...
[Keyboard and guitar solo]
Raising from the place I've been, and trying to keep
my home base clean. Now I'm here and won't go back believe.
I fall asleep and dream a dream, I'm floating in a
silent dream. No-one placing blame on me
But nothing's what it seems to be, yeah.
[Chorus x4]
Home again, won the war, now I am behind the door
Tried so hard to obey the law, see the meaning of this all
Remember me? Before the war...
I'm the man who lived...
Sonata Arctica- Broken
I was raised from a broken seed, I grew up to be an unwanted weed.
Ever faster the time exceeds me, little harder again to remember...you.
Held a torch for you, when lightning struck me, once again, hope I died for the last time.
Only one I have a thing greater than you, little light on the sky every night.
Morning dew on the field, where I met you.
I was frozen a year, couldn't get through.
Got a sign, not a scar, on my shoulder, I am not quite the man you take me for...
Fell in love with the weakness within me.
Tried to force me the Ring and own me.
Guess you found what you'd think would oblige me, little version of me to consume you...
I'd give my everything to you, follow you through the garden of oblivion.
If only I could tell you everything, the little things you'll never dare to ask me...
Do you really know me? I might be a God.
Show me that you care and have a cry.
How do you see me?... as the one?
Can you see my blood when I'm bleeding.
How can you love this exile, and how could I desire you.
When my pain is my pain and yours is too...
On this deadwinter's night. Darkness becomes this child.
Bless this night with a tear. For I have none I fear...
Seven lives of a man, passed before me.
Seven graves, one for every love I've had.
Only once I have broken my so called heart.
Only one made me see why they cry.
Will I learn how to be one of you someday?
Will I still feel the eyes that behold me.
Will I hear what you think, when you see me?
Will it tear me apart if you feel for me...
I 'd give my everything to you, follow you through the garden of oblivion.
If only I could tell you everything, the little things you'll never dare to ask me...
Do you really know me? I might be a God.
Show me that you care and have a cry.
How do you see me?... as the one?
Can you see my blood when I'm bleeding.
How can you love this exile, and how could I desire you.
When my pain is my pain and your is too...
On this deadwinter's night. Darkness becomes this child.
Bless this night with a tear. For I have none I fear...
Little broken , always been, a part of you belongs to me.
You were never mine to love, but this all has made it easy for me...
Burning feathers, not an angel, Heaven's closed , Hell's sold out.
So I walk on the earth, behind the curtains, hidden from everyone,
until I find a new life to ruin again
On this deadwinter's night. Darkness becomes this child.
Bless this night with a tear. For I have none I fear...
On this deadwinter's night. Darkness becomes this child.
Bless this night with a tear. For I have none I fear...
Sonata Arctica- Fullmoon
Sitting on a corner all alone,
staring from the bottom of his soul,
watching the night come in from the window
It'll all collapse tonight, the fullmoon is here again
In sickness and in health, understanding so demanding
It has no name, there's one for every season
Makes him insane to know
Running away from it all
"I'll be safe in the cornfields", he thinks
Hunted by his own,
again he feels the moon rising on the sky
Find a barn which to sleep in, but can he hide anymore
Someones at the door, understanding too demanding
Can this be wrong, it's love that is not ending
Makes him insane to know
[Chorus:]
She should not lock the open door
(run away run away, run way)
Fullmoon is on the sky and He's not a man anymore
She sees the change in Him but can't
(run away run away, run away)
See what beccame out of her man...
Fullmoon
Swimming across the bay,
the nit is gray, so calm today
She doesn't wanna wait.
"We've gotta make the love complete tonight..."
In the mist of the morning he cannot fight anymore
Thousands moon or more, he's been howling
Knock on the door, and scream that is soon ending
Mess on the floor again...
[Chorus]
See what became out of that man
[Solos]
[Chorus]
She should not lock the open door
Full moon is on the sky and he's not a man anymore
No, no, no
Oh, what became out of this man?
Blue October- Hate me
(Verse 1)
I have to block out thoughts of you, so I don't lose my head
They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I'm alone
Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home
There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all I want for you, Will you never call again?
And will you never say that you loved me just to put it in my face
And will you never try to reach me, it is I that wanted space
(Chorus 1)
Hate me today.
Hate me tomorrow.
Hate me for all the things i didn't do for you.
Hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow.
Hate me so you can finaly see what's good for you.
(Verse 2)
I'm sober now for 3 whole months, it's one accomplishment that you helped me with.
The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I won't touch again.
In a sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night
While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight
You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate.
You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take
So I'll drive so fucking far away that I'll never cross your mind
And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind
(Chorus)
Hate me today.
Hate me tomorrow.
Hate me for all the things i didn't do for you.
Hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow.
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you.
(Verse 3)
And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave
Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I have made
And like a baby boy I never was a man
Until I saw your blue eyes cry and I held your face in my hand
And then I fell down yelling "Make it go away!"
Just make her smile come back and shine just like it used to be
And then she whispered "How can you do this to me?"
(Chorus)
Hate me today.
Hate me tomorrow.
Hate me for all the things i didn't do for you.
Hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow.
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you.
Kako zvuk gitare ispunjava to je prestrasno. Muse je jedan od najboljih bendova ikad, imaju prejaki bass a svi koji me znaju znaju da padam na bass kao ni na sta. Cave upravo slusam i bass je jebeno dobar! Danas sam toliko bezvoljna i nista mi se neda. Sve sam probala i jednostavno nemam volje, zato pisem ovdje, sto znaci da stvarno nemam pametnijeg posla. Dean mi je danas dosao pa mi je dan bio jako dobar, ali da nije mislim da bi umrla od dosade i bezvolje.
Sad bih ja tu mogla napisati svakakve gluposti samo da nesto pisem. Mislim da i hocu.
Dobila sam DVA adventska kalendara sto znaci da cu svaki dan moci pojesti DVIJE cokoladice aaww. To mi je oduvijek bio san :). Zahvaljujuci Deanu opet polako pocinjem pratiti nogomet. Doduse, stvarno polako ali nema veze. Korak po korak :). Kako je jebeni solo klavira na Cave-u e pjesma je presavrsena!
Cekam da mi se caj od vanilije/jagode napravi da ga mogu piiitii <3. Kljukam se cajem i medom zadnjih par dana jer mi prijeti nekakva upala grla. I septoletama naravno. Sad se okrecem po sobi da vidim o cem bih pisala i ugledam PES-ov plakat koji sam iskusno nazicala od striceka u profilu. Messi i Torres su na njemu, pa covjece za taj se plakat stvarno vrijedilo sramotiti! Cekam da mi decko pojede i da dođe na msn vise jer mislim da me trenutno samo on moze zabaviti bar nekako. Gledala sam Mladi mjesec danas i moram priznati da je bolji od Sumraka. Mozda je to samo zato sto mi se knjiga nije pretjerano svidjela. Predepresivno definitivno. Sad slusam pjesmu Host i sjetila sam se da trebam procitati istoimenu knjigu od Meyerice. Na engleskom je i ima milijon stranica i TAKO mi se neda to citati a zelim ju procitati.
Sad sam isla po caj i prolila sam nes malo po sebi! Ali je vruuuuuuc!! Stvarno nemam inspiracije za pametne tekstove danas, tj ne znam vise jel opce imam inspiracije za pametne tekstove. Dean je dosao na msn! Odjavljujem se odavde.
Poz!